Dont even know if i should be mad

This morning got ready and started to leave for an assignment i had booked a week ago. Started to put it on the map using the app and saw that it was cancelled last minute. Dissapointed but not discouraged decided to pick another one that I could go to and found one at same school and started to drive. Hadnt even driven 2 mins that one got cancelled as well. Got scared that i might have gotten DNU I started looking for others that might be available for the day but found none. Discouraged drove back home still wondering what might have happened feeling targetted as the assignment that was taken away was posted back right away. Anyways decided to workout and carry on with the day not expecting much. Got this email. I was glad that there wasnt a DNU and also kinda thankful that they had the dignity to let me know of the situation rather than just letting it be. Honestly dont know if I wanna be mad. This is simply the nature of this job where we become lowkey thankful when we get a reason for cancellation where last minute cancellations are a norm for schools but subs will be thrown into DNUs for being late or cancelling last minute or even getting sick on a long term assignments.

I really hope i can switch and find a full time job its miserable.

This morning got ready and started to leave for an assignment i had booked a week ago. Started to put it on the map using the app and saw that it was cancelled last minute. Dissapointed but not discouraged decided to pick another one that I could go to and found one at same school and started to drive. Hadnt even driven 2 mins that one got cancelled as well. Got scared that i might have gotten DNU I started looking for others that might be available for the day but found none. Discouraged drove back home still wondering what might have happened feeling targetted as the assignment that was taken away was posted back right away. Anyways decided to workout and carry on with the day not expecting much. Got this email. I was glad that there wasnt a DNU and also kinda thankful that they had the dignity to let me know of the situation rather than just letting it be. Honestly dont know if I wanna be mad. This is simply the nature of this job where we become lowkey thankful when we get a reason for cancellation where last minute cancellations are a norm for schools but subs will be thrown into DNUs for being late or cancelling last minute or even getting sick on a long term assignments.

I really hope i can switch and find a full time job its miserable.